What is happening around me?

For the first time in year 2011, im writting this updates.
Alot of things to be wrote..just as my collection. It s gud to be what i am now..but n still i dun get the real feeling in doing this. Sometimes i am tired to stand tough and be such a pretender ( i wont call it as a hypocrite)..I think im doing gud but act im not. Is it okay to have this kind of feeling?
..the longer u live, the more complicated it would be...
and now im searching for my real passion.eventhough ive noticed it already..but just to blame me..why cant i take a step to have a better life..im tired of blaming people, my college degree, blaming my career...and i shud tke a step ahead to move out from this zone..i guess.
now i shud stop complaining, regretting and being sad. Bcoz all those wont change anything+makes me so depress..From now on, I must do things bcoz of me..Allah i really need you n your guidance..
Nothing more to write..and I realized the person that shud be blame is myself n i still got tyme to make chnges..bfore its too late ..

bila hati aku semakin kosong...

dah lame rasanya aku xwat luahan kt cni..
tetibe malam nie trasa nk post sumthing kan..kononnye..
nape lately nie aku rse cam jiwa aku x idup..
adkah aku semakin jauh dari NYA...
adakah semakin byk khilaf ku..aku pun xsure....
tpi yg aku pasti..tetba aku rs semakin ramai kwan2 ku menghilang..bukan diculik alien.
tpi telah brtemu jodoh nye...
setiap bulan pasti ade brita baik yg aku terime...dan skrg aku dah pham pe prasaan soerang perepuan yg semakin ilang teman2 rapatnye...
dan ketika ini aku sedg menghayati halaqah-sentuhan qalbu..
tajuk yg bagiku amat mengharu kan..
pasal ape???pasal ibu n abah...dan aku sebagai anak rase sgt rindu ngan parents aku kat kampung.
bile boley aku menatap dn bjumpa mereka...
tetba membuat kan aku terpikir..mampukah aku untuk membantu abah n ibu di akhirat nnati..
adakah aku nie sebahagian dripada saham akhiirat yg dapt membahagiakan mereka nnti..
semakin lame kite hidup ,,kdg2 cahaya kebenaran semakin tenggelam dek arus duniawi..
ntah la..aku pun da xsure cmne nak luahkan..penat+seddey+kosong+ngantuk..itulah yg menggambarkan hidup aku di saat ini..
Smuga aku mampu menjadi diriku yg dullu..

FCS0063 Online Discussion

Hi class.

These are the topics for your discussion while I'm away.This is especially for you guys in Group APR 10(c) and APR 10(A).

I ve already post 3 topics regarding current issue related to Computer Science.

Please take note all the cenversation must be based on your findings in the Internet, knowledge and experience. Please attached together the reference website address. let say you get it from wikipedia..then your credit must be to ....taken from www.wikipedia.com

Each one of you must post the comment or I named it as review on each topic.

It is ok if your review quite similar with others but do makesure put it into your own words and experience. Your answer/review must in proper essay structure. (no limited words count)

Your review must be done within class hour (during lab session):

APR 10 (C): 9am-11am

APR 10 (A): 1pm-3 pm

All the best.

Issue 1

Discuss on the application of e-commerce online shopping. What is your opinion. How does it suit the current demand now and what are the advantages (3) to the user.

Issue 2

Do you think social networking website cointribute to Human /characters development especially among students? If YES defend your opinion and if NO, please justify your answer by Your answer must be supported with 3 justifications.

Issue 3

What say you about issue in computer crimes. State 3 types of computer crimes which currently happening in Malaysia and provides 2 solutions. Your review must be supported with the evidence based on your findings.

hidup adalah PILIHAN..

tetiba ja aku terasa nak update blog aku nie..
kalu dulu aku asek pikir2 kita xde pilihan--so just go with the flow..
tapi bila direnungkan semula..act hidup ni pun sebuah pilihan..
Pilihan aku untuk survive atas muka bumi Allah nie...
pilihan aku untuk mengharungi semua ujian dan rahmat dari Allah.
pilihan aku untuk hidup sebagai seorang hamba Allah yg bernama aku...
so aku harap apa yang yang aku lalui dan akan lalui lpas nie smua adalah sebab pilihan aku..
muga2 Allah memberkati pilihanku...

namanya seorang GURU @ PENDIDIK

16 mei thaun nie cam spesel skit untuk aku coz aku menye-leberate teachers' day wat pertama kalinya as a teacher...billa pk2 balik sgt bernilai setiap ilmu yang disampaikn oleh cikgu2 kita dullu...anyway wat sume guru ..selamat hari pendidik.Tapi aku rse de best part ialah pasal utusan hari guru..yang berakhir dengan~~

guru ibarat astro krn macam2 ada, guru ibarat tv3 krn mnjadi inspirasi hidup kami, guru umpama tv9 yang slalu dekat d hati~~

hari ke 300

tempat yang mengajar aku erti "hidup nie sangat indah TAPI....."

hari nie merupakan hari 300 aku "menginap" di sk gulau.aku amt pasti dapat kuhitung dengan jari berapa orang yang mengenali tempat nie dan skool nie....

kalu aku nk flashback...pada 5hb ogos 2009 buat pertama kalinya aku masuk ke mukim sik..eventhough im originaly from Kedah...juga buat kali pertamanya aku mengenali skool yang bakal aku ditempatkan...

Suasana sgt santekk..dengan scenery tasik beris yang sangat mencair' kan hati ..ada kabus cam kt genting+ada hutan sejuk cam kat taman bukit cahaya shah alam+ada bintang cantik cam kat pantai cenang which is memang sangat berbeza dengan tmpt asal aku apatah lagi KL....tapi aku rasa aku nk cuba hidup kat cni..memula sgt pressure+tensi+busan tapi wat2 cool je..sambil dalam hati berkata...."InsyaAllah x lama..seta-hun je keon....ape nk risau..."

then..sedar tak sedar..dah 300 hri aku kt cni.n now i m counting on days to b here..and honestly aku rasa sgt sedeh...(eventhough pretend to be x).coz aku dah syg skul nie,orang2 nye,n palin sayang students pemulihan aku walaupun kekdg terlepas gak temper aku tyme ngajar diorang...mungkin bulan 6 nie bakal jadi bulan trakhir aku kt cni...n harini cam agak terharu bila ada students bgi hadiah guru..which is i dont expect to receive any....dari bebudak nie..

sukka-sukki & vacation

akhirnya dapat gak aku cuba men-create blog senirik eventhough untuk sukka-sukki..dah lme rsenya aku x g bercuti....pict ni sempena vacation2007..i wish i cud have one dis 2010..